hi internet, its been a while.
lately ive been thinking about deleting my account, or at least most of my gallery. i mean its not like i actually come on here anymore.
recently i cut most of my hair off, bought 24" extensions, and tried to drop out of high school. its not working out very well. i havent actually been to class in over two weeks and ive reached my limit of stress that i can actually handle.
other than that ive been sobbing over my ginger fuckboy who im convinced secretly hates me, although his close friend says that hes secretly in love with me, who fuckin knows theyre both drunks, but ive also been drowning myself in League of Legends because its the one thing i seem to not be completely fucking useless at. i recently switched to the Oceania server as my main, but i started a smurf NA account... so i guess thats good (someone play with me i have no friends).
i dont even know what im talking about anymore.
i just spend all day sleeping and crying and avoiding everything because i cant do it.
i should go pretend to write essays...
maybe ill keep my account, maybe ill delete it, i dont fucking know anymore
Listening to: Home For Fall (acoustic) - Real Friends
Reading: Pay It Forward
Watching: Cyanides Twitch Stream
Playing: League of Legends
Eating: My feelings
Drinking: My feelings