ayy internet its been a while.
the crowd surf america your was fucking amazing, and the best night of my life, surpassing 5sos and 1D by far. I let Jefferey from CTC, and held Beau Bokan's had 4 times, as well as crowdsurfing and jumping in the circle pit. it was incredible and im so exited to see The Pretty Reckless and Adelitas Way in november, as ive been a fan for, oh god, nearly 4 years i think????
schools been shitty. anxiety is up. relapsing. stress. the whole nine yards. im aiming for more positive vibes but idk its hard.
but ive been hanging out with two really close friends, and one of their boyfriends, a lot and its really great actually, evenough one goes to a different highschool 40 minutes away, and the otheres homeschooled. i see them every other week )ish) which is great i guess. im going to a LGBTQA meeting every other friday with one of them so !!!! thats exiting!!! gay things!!!!
im still upset over jack still but i think im starting to be more okay. its been over a year and im still hurt and upset idk.
idk. im dumb.
anway im working on a commission for my good friend Danielle as well so that should be done relatively soonish.
Listening to: The Lonely One - Let It Happen
Drinking: Vanilla Coke